Thats pretty interesting
what makes you feel awkward when you hear the word you think?
Don't know. It just does. Maybe because it's just the real trashy hillbilly types that say it and I don't like being a.ssociated with those types of people. Also, when a white dude say's it, then it's like you have an obligation to say something about it, or it's like you said it yourself. Let's say it's me and a buddy, and we're chilling with a few female we met at a bar. Then my buddy drops the N bomb. All of the sudden it's like I dropped it too because i'm a.ssociated with him. The girls don't like hearing it, I don't like hearing it, but he put then word out there and now I gotta say, "Hey tard shut the F*ck up, that's not a good look" or just sit and marinate in the awkwardness for a while. I've learned not to say f*ggot anymore just for that same reason. Even though it's fun to drop from time to time.
It is truly safe to say that black folks drop the N bomb more then any collective group of white people in the whole history of the word at this point. Even when white people used to openly say it back in the slave days, how often do you think he'd actually say it? Once a day? Maybe like 3 times a week? Now think of how many times the N bomb is dropped in the African American community now. I must have heard it 4 times on the way to work today. Just saying